Is this my new life?

i dun noe wad im doing now actually!can anyone wake mi up?!it's seem alot of changes out of a sudden!plenty of thoughts in my mind....


in my mind....
-->attachement (i wan my very best!)
-->competition (i wont disappoint anyone!)
-->training (it a tough path i had to cross no matter wad!)
-->relationship(i hope i got time for u!i wish i wont neglect u!i need yr support alot!)
-->family (hope they understand mi!please support mi!)

i jus wan to enjoy myself before i concentrate on my IA and competition!can i?
im a person which will ps ppl when i m concentrating thing & i didnt even noe it!so boy if im like tat hope u understand mi..i will be havin my attachment & training together startin next month!i not sure wad will happen!

anyway i jus hope u can be behind mi forever!i jus wan to enjoy myself now!